i am guilty of this.  the need to hold on to a moment, to make it last; or even trying to re-create it again.  that feeling- a high, a glow, a sweetness.  kind of like a drug.  it’s funny the desire for that feeling, always trying to avoid the others (those which actually serve to distinguish that feeling).  i guess it’s the best kind of addiction. except when it’s preventing you from living your life, being unable to function without it.

but that feeling is with us.

it always was.

there’s no need to chase it, it’s right here.  now.  you just need to see it.

it lives in you.  it is yours.

you are that feeling.

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