how did i get here?  to this place i don’t recognize?

it’s like all the little pieces of me slowly drifted away and now there is nothing left.  nothing familar that is.  it was so gradual, eroding.  it feels a lot like the end, though how do you know if it is?  if you are floating in nothingness, what do you catch hold of, to tether you, to bring you back?  if you are in nothingness is there any point in trying to get out?

it’s probably a pretty dangerous place here.